Tired of this shit. I been out here homeless for four years. Not all in California, I was blessed to be able to travel a few spots around the country, the US of A that is, some may call it floating, but whatever.
The whole homeless process has literally shifted my whole perception. With nothing to do, not knowing what to do, had a lot of time to sit back and observe. It’s conclusive that ppl do the same shit all over. You ever notice the little sly little body language the Mexicans get around other Mexicans, especially when it’s a black person around. I hate how my phone is even capitalizing the word mexican. They have this superiority complex. Even the bums. And it’s so ugly.
They like to start shit, and try and make other people feel bad or lower. Notice where their bodies are turned. Like anybody gives a fuck. They think they’re slick. They try to act sweet with everybody but you can catch them in that game and beat them at it. Like mentioned, and just like anybody, they like to start shit. It’s not like Spanish is some faraway untouchable language that anybody can’t learn. Out here in California if you’re black or even white you’re outnumbered. Find a way to get around that. Learn Spanish. Get a business. This is how they act with the white people to get those food truck licenses and all that shit.
But yeah they be tryna act sweet but it’s a subtle thing going on, they’re against everybody else, they know this. It’s not about if the girls are even pretty, it’s the Mexican part. Even the parents will try and keep their kids from looking at a black person. They’ll try to stand in front of the kid. If the girls ass so happen to be prominent, that’s all she wants to be seen, that’s all, other than that she ain’t shit. They hate for Mexican dudes to be attracted to black girls. Some Mexican dudes try and make them feel better by turning their backs on the black girls. They’ll try to talk over you, play like the sweet ones.
I really fucking hate mexicans and I really wished Trump would’ve been able to deport these motherfuckers. What has a mexican ever did for America ? History don’t have them inventing SHIT that makes this country run round.
They’re a bunch of nasty people. Bitch at the bridge shelter handed me some damn granola bars with dirty ass hands. Mexican, and the bitch works there… They keep having all these damn kids taking all the food stamps and making the housing lists long. Shit, since they take care of each other so much, why is it stupid pregnant Mexican bitches in any shelters ? You can’t try and be ‘that bitch’ ohhh I jus want a cute blanket for my baby’s , sitting up here in a shelter. Trash. Yes, I’m judging.
Sit around a group of Mexicans and be black and see if they don’t try that slick little shit around you. I’m just tired of that shit. It’s stupid and it’s more concentrated out here seem like where more Mexicans are at. But even out in Doraville, Georgia where it’s more of where they live, they try to do that shit. Damn it, let me mention the Asians while I’m right here. They just try to act so damn tough, all that wide stance shit, that shit is so weak. Like really, what message are you trying to send? Because if somebody wanted to get you, they could. Doesn’t matter how far apart you try to stand.
But fuck these Mexicans. Make your money. You try and be kind and love everybody. Even if they’re not. I know it’s frustrating.
Have you ever noticed how they be tryna act though ? How have you dealt with it ?